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Friday, 01 January 2010

  • its strange how fast things can change. In the moment, its like nothing is ever happening fast enough. Then we wake up one day and its like... where did the time go?

    It's 2010. I'm 23 years old. I'm wondering what's going to happen next. Kinda excited, kinda scared, kinda don't wanna be disappointed again.

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iNzrwh2Z2hQ

Thursday, 03 December 2009

  • Currently
    Happy Hour
    By Uncle Kracker
    Smile
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    ...your kindness was hard to refuse.
    ...your kisses were hard to resist.
    ...but your lack of ambition or determination was too hard to ignore.
     
    Thank you for teaching me what it means to care, teaching me how to give when we don't have much to offer, and for teaching me how to let go when I wasn't strong enough.
     
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    DEC 22, 2008 - NOV 22, 2009 (okay... plus or minus some summers and a few months in between).
     
    In memory of the good times we shared, there will always be a special place for you in my heart. I've never felt this way about anyone -- stop lights aren't the same anymore. Despite our destructive differences, our ups and downs, a part of me will always love you and still care about you. I wish you well.
     
    These song reminds me of you.
    1. "Smile" by Uncle Kracker ... my overall feelings about us is good
    2. "Number 1" by Tinchy Stryder ... the story of us from my point of view
    3. "Use Somebody" by Kings of Leon ... the last song i remember hearing with you
    4. "Kids" MGMT  ... our wake-up song
    5. "Falling Slowly" from the "Once" movie soundtrack
    ... our movie together that changed ... everything. August 2008

Monday, 21 September 2009

  • Currently
    Number 1
    By Tinchy Stryder N-Dubz
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    hmmm, so first day of classes today... statistics isn't too exciting, but I've never taken a stats class before. We'll see.

    It's funny how time flies. My profile picture was from my birthday last year. My 23rd will be in a week. What's changed? From the naked eye, it seems that nothing has changed at all. I'm still in school, I'm still at Stanford, I still love the same people. But for all other things -- Everything.

    Yeah... another year has come and gone much too quickly.

Thursday, 21 May 2009

  • heart of stone

    It's the little things in life that matter -- little things that construct the milestones. When it comes to you, it's your attention to detail, your ability to note the little things, and the number of moments you think to call.

    So what happens when the little things are missing? What happens when you're in way over your head to see that there is no future...

    Today, I was reminded about my insignificance in this world, just one out of 6.6 billion others. We can hope and pray for change all we want, but if it wasn't meant to be, it wasn't meant to be. I just have to be okay with that.

    Jesus Christ -- I love you and you're all I want. Thank you for loving me. Thank you for hearing me. Thank you for healing me. You keep my heart from turning to stone.

Wednesday, 06 May 2009

Pulse